Sleep. Precious sleep. Even as I write this, at 8:45 at night, I'm thinking about how Nash is sleeping and if I went to bed
right now I might get a two hour stretch of sleep before he wakes up to eat.
Might. I do not miss this stage from when June was a baby. I've never, never, look at June and think, "Oh I miss when you were a baby!" And frankly, I don't really understand moms that do say that. My thoughts are, "Man, I can't wait to sleep for 5 hours in a row again." 5 hours, Nash, that's all I'm asking for. I got one night a couple weeks ago with a 5 hour stretch and I felt like a million bucks. No, ten million. It was glorious.
Despite not sleeping, Nash has been easier than the first time around with June. I only woke him up to feed him every three hours for the first few days, and then I let him sleep as long as he would before feeding him. With June I went out to eat when she was 3 weeks old- with Nash I went out to eat when he was 4 days old. It took 5 months before breastfeeding was totally pain free with June, with Nash I can say it's pretty much pain free this week- at 6 weeks old. ( I have also been on a strike with the breastpump. I hate that thing and I was determined to not use it if I could help it. And I haven't! No cows here!) Yes, most things are coming much faster and easier than with June.
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No sleep starts.... now! |
YaYa and Papa came when Nash was 3 days old and stayed for almost two weeks. We loved every minute of it! And so did June and Nash!
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YaYa doing her thing |
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PaPa doing his thing (watching Days of our Lives on a break from endless cooking and dishes!) |
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At the zoo! We went on this outing when Nash was almost two weeks old. I don't think I hardly left my bedroom before June was two weeks old, much less to go to the zoo! |
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So tiny! |
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Two lovebirds |
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They helped out so much! |
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Mom's expression is awesome! |
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Picnic at Julia Davis park before Yaya and Papa went home |
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The right is one month old- a little chubbier! |
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Loving our double stroller for walking around the North End. |
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June is already finding ways to play with Nash- here she is playing Night night! |
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Here she played stickers with him! |
With June I described the first three weeks as "heavenell"- part heaven, part hell! This has been night and day easier- even with having a toddler around. Even though each night that goes by with several wakings, I find each day, somehow, feels almost normal. You learn to live on less sleep. But when I
do get a full night's sleep- we can all go to happy hour together to celebrate!
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