Sleep.  Precious sleep.  Even as I write this, at 8:45 at night, I'm thinking about how Nash is sleeping and if I went to bed
 right now I might get a two hour stretch of sleep before he wakes up to eat.  
Might.  I do not miss this stage from when June was a baby.  I've never, never, look at June and think, "Oh I miss when you were a baby!" And frankly, I don't really understand moms that do say that.  My thoughts are, "Man, I can't wait to sleep for 5 hours in a row again."  5 hours, Nash, that's all I'm asking for.  I got one night a couple weeks ago with a 5 hour stretch and I felt like a million bucks.  No, ten million.  It was glorious. 
Despite not sleeping, Nash has been easier than the first time around with June.  I only woke him up to feed him every three hours for the first few days, and then I let him sleep as long as he would before feeding him.  With June I went out to eat when she was 3 weeks old- with Nash I went out to eat when he was 4 days old.   It took 5 months before breastfeeding was totally pain free with June, with Nash I can say it's pretty much pain free this week- at 6 weeks old. ( I have also been on a strike with the breastpump.  I hate that thing and I was determined to not use it if I could help it.  And I haven't!  No cows here!)  Yes, most things are coming much faster and easier than with June.  
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| No sleep starts.... now! | 
YaYa and Papa came when Nash was 3 days old and stayed for almost two weeks.  We loved every minute of it! And so did June and Nash!
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| YaYa doing her thing | 
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| PaPa doing his thing (watching Days of our Lives on a break from endless cooking and dishes!) | 
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| At the zoo!  We went on this outing when Nash was almost two weeks old.  I don't think I hardly left my bedroom before June was two weeks old, much less to go to the zoo! | 
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| So tiny! | 
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| Two lovebirds | 
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| They helped out so much! | 
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| Mom's expression is awesome! | 
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| Picnic at Julia Davis park before Yaya and Papa went home | 
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| The right is one month old- a little chubbier! | 
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| Loving our double stroller for walking around the North End. | 
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| June is already finding ways to play with Nash- here she is playing Night night! | 
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| Here she played stickers with him! | 
With June I described the first three weeks as "heavenell"- part heaven, part hell!  This has been night and day easier- even with having a toddler around.  Even though each night that goes by with several wakings, I find each day, somehow, feels almost normal.  You learn to live on less sleep.  But when I 
do get a full night's sleep- we can all go to happy hour together to celebrate!
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